Here I go against

I was as green as grass and looking back today
I understand how you weren't wise beyond your age
Oh, we were unprepared in every single way
But we gave it a shot
Against all odds

I thought I recognized you from a distant dream
And I don't know the ghost that drove you close to me
I'd be surprised if you yourself did, honestly
But we gave it a shot
Against all odds

And still I feel beneath it all was something real

So here I go against all better judgement
History repeats
And that's fine with me so
Here I go again with arms wide open
And I'm hoping that at the end
Someone might take my hand

Oh, and were we ever in it together

Each part of me that once was 'us' is fading slow
Now every mirror shows me someone I don't know
And I take her places I think she would like to go
Until I find myself
I'll have to try again

So here I go against all better judgement
History repeats
And I will deal so
Here I go again with arms wide open
And I'm hoping that at the end
Someone might take my hand

And never let me go
And never let me go
And never let me go

Come take my hand and feed me gently to the wolves
Shackle me sweetly down the deep side of the pool
There's not a thing that you could say, or you could do
To keep me away from you

Here I go against all better judgement
History repeats
And that's fine with me so
Here I go again with arms wide open
And I'm hoping that at the end
Someone might take my hand